{"id":1219,"date":"2008-05-11T00:08:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-11T00:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/larelle.wordpress.com\/2008\/05\/11\/apologies"},"modified":"2008-05-11T00:08:00","modified_gmt":"2008-05-11T00:08:00","slug":"apologies","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=1219","title":{"rendered":"Apologies"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>    I was not myself yesterday, as my late night post revealed. I&#8217;m normally an eternal optimist. If not optimist, an optimistic realist anyway. I try not to let the &#8220;shittier&#8221; aspects of life get me down, but sometimes&#8230;<\/p>\n<p \/>\n<div>It&#8217;s not anything at all involving Em, and we are tight as. Sometimes you just need another person to talk to though. I was really needing that yesterday. Just feeling a little lonely, but not in the &#8220;I&#8217;m in the world all alone&#8221; kind of way. I don&#8217;t know, it&#8217;s kind of hard to explain without it sounding embarrassing.&nbsp;<\/div>\n<p \/>\n<div>So anyway, bygones and all that. I hate being down. I went through a really long spell of it in 2006 and I don&#8217;t want to end up back there. There are many things in my life that I can actually be thankful for. The last thing I should be doing is indulging in self-pity.<\/div>\n<p \/>\n<div>And anyway, I have a special visitor here now (Kitty, the neighbours cat), so that&#8217;s helping me cheer up even more<\/div>\n<p \/>\n<div>\ud83d\ude42<\/div>\n<p \/>\n<p \/>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"posterous_download_image\" src=\"\" height=\"1\" alt=\"\" width=\"1\" \/><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was not myself yesterday, as my late night post revealed. I&#8217;m normally an eternal optimist. If not optimist, an optimistic realist anyway. I try not to let the &#8220;shittier&#8221; aspects of life get me down, but sometimes&#8230; It&#8217;s not anything at all involving Em, and we are tight as. Sometimes you just need another &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=1219\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Apologies&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[59,234,260,316],"class_list":["post-1219","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","tag-blogging","tag-pets","tag-rants","tag-thoughts"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1219","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1219"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1219\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1219"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1219"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1219"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}