{"id":1223,"date":"2008-05-10T06:14:00","date_gmt":"2008-05-10T06:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/larelle.wordpress.com\/2008\/05\/10\/ive-felt-really-bad-today"},"modified":"2008-05-10T06:14:00","modified_gmt":"2008-05-10T06:14:00","slug":"ive-felt-really-bad-today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=1223","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;ve felt really bad today"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m lamenting my inbox being empty. I&#8217;m embarrassed by myself. I cried myself to sleep this afternoon. Em was wondering what was wrong with me, but I couldn&#8217;t explain out of embarrassment. I feel like a 12 year old. I feel stupid. I feel depressed. I want to lash out but I&#8217;ll just look like a freak and a bunny boiler. Life sucks. . .people suck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m lamenting my inbox being empty. I&#8217;m embarrassed by myself. I cried myself to sleep this afternoon. Em was wondering what was wrong with me, but I couldn&#8217;t explain out of embarrassment. I feel like a 12 year old. I feel stupid. I feel depressed. I want to lash out but I&#8217;ll just look like &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=1223\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;I&#8217;ve felt really bad today&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[148,179],"class_list":["post-1223","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","tag-health","tag-life"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1223","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1223"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1223\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1223"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1223"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1223"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}