{"id":3655,"date":"2019-01-09T13:07:57","date_gmt":"2019-01-09T13:07:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/larelle.wordpress.com\/2019\/01\/09\/what-i-really-want\/"},"modified":"2019-01-09T13:07:57","modified_gmt":"2019-01-09T13:07:57","slug":"what-i-really-want","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=3655","title":{"rendered":"What I Really Want&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/larelle.files.wordpress.com\/2019\/01\/29174949975_df70dd1a83_o.jpg\" class=\"size-full wp-image-3654\" width=\"580\" height=\"387\"><\/p>\n<p>I want it.<\/p>\n<p>Sex.<\/p>\n<p>Glorious, hot, sweaty sex.<\/p>\n<p>I want distraction.<\/p>\n<p>I want to forget.<\/p>\n<p>I want to feel different.<\/p>\n<p>Alive.<\/p>\n<p>Spontaneous.<\/p>\n<p>Attractive.<\/p>\n<p>Desired.<\/p>\n<p>Craved.<\/p>\n<p>Like I crave.<\/p>\n<p>Forever craving things I constantly deny myself.<\/p>\n<p>Tired of abstinence.<\/p>\n<p>Tired of being scared.<\/p>\n<p>Tired of counting all my blessings.<\/p>\n<p>Tired.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want it. Sex. Glorious, hot, sweaty sex. I want distraction. I want to forget. I want to feel different. Alive. Spontaneous. Attractive. Desired. Craved. Like I crave. Forever craving things I constantly deny myself. Tired of abstinence. Tired of being scared. Tired of counting all my blessings. Tired.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3655","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3655","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3655"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3655\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3655"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3655"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3655"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}