{"id":3923,"date":"2023-01-17T09:20:16","date_gmt":"2023-01-17T09:20:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/2023\/01\/17\/now-the-hard-part-starts\/"},"modified":"2023-01-17T09:20:16","modified_gmt":"2023-01-17T09:20:16","slug":"now-the-hard-part-starts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=3923","title":{"rendered":"Now The Hard Part Starts!"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/larelle.files.wordpress.com\/2023\/01\/img_5484.jpg?w=768\" class=\"wp-image-3922\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-text-color has-black-color has-alpha-channel-opacity has-black-background-color has-background\" \/>\n\n\n\n<p>Yesterday I completed reading Jane Eyre and started on the course material. There is a lot to work through and it will pretty much have me reading the book all over again. It also has me fearing that I am going to struggle with the essays now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My two previous results had lulled me into some moderate level of confidence which plummeted over the course of yesterday afternoon as I began to work through the course book and see how much I have to write in discussing the context and plot, etc, of Jane Eyre itself. Let alone what is to come with writing out a 600 word essay on both it AND Twelfth Night.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I slept well despite my misgivings, but a new dawn has brought renewed waves of misgivings. The doubt and concern continues into thinking about Creative Writing. I feel as though I need to be moderately good at English Literature and understand how I need to be able to deconstruct novels to potentially make my own writing good\u2026and that scares me because I don\u2019t feel as though I am not that good with close-reading and the skill of studying and analysing text.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t want to spend the next three weeks feeling uneasy but I am not sure how to abate it and how to quell this attack of the modicum of self-confidence I had gained from my enjoyment of the past few weeks of study and from my assignment results so far in module A112. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I guess I need to just \u2026. Breathe and take it a day at a time\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I completed reading Jane Eyre and started on the course material. There is a lot to work through and it will pretty much have me reading the book all over again. It also has me fearing that I am going to struggle with the essays now. My two previous results had lulled me into &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/?p=3923\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Now The Hard Part Starts!&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,8,9,11,12],"tags":[38,62,86,89,111,112,165,174,223,241,281,316,323,329],"class_list":["post-3923","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","category-photos","category-study","category-university","category-writing","tag-assignments","tag-books","tag-confidence","tag-creative-writing","tag-english-literature","tag-essays","tag-jane-eyre","tag-lacking-confidence","tag-novels","tag-plays","tag-shakespeare","tag-thoughts","tag-twelfth-night","tag-uni-life"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3923","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3923"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3923\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3923"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3923"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/larelleread.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3923"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}