I want it.
Sex.
Glorious, hot, sweaty sex.
I want distraction.
I want to forget.
I want to feel different.
Alive.
Spontaneous.
Attractive.
Desired.
Craved.
Like I crave.
Forever craving things I constantly deny myself.
Tired of abstinence.
Tired of being scared.
Tired of counting all my blessings.
Tired.