I genuinely feel overwhelmed. Something is happening to me. I don’t understand it. I don’t know how this has happened. I don’t know WHERE it’s coming from…how it got here…what it is.
I hated art class at school because I sucked at it. I couldn’t draw to save my life and by the time I was in my teens, my skills hardly improved from when I was 5 or 6! Well, that is how it felt, anyway. All the other kids seemed to show SOME KIND of advancement in artistic skill. Not I!
And NOW?! Just…WHAT IS THIS? From being not able to draw ANYTHING well to THIS?!!
SOMEONE EXPLAIN IT TO ME, PLEASE?!!!